Iskandar's Life

2007-03-07T20:37:00.000+08:00

Been a long time since i last updated..Didn't want to do it actually but the sight of my feet my just chase my friends away..Anyway those legs are ok already..They are now as good as ever..

Started playing soccer already..Marceles are now top of the league and they have a chance to be the champions if they carry on their current form..I have to start playing better too cause i really feel like i'm the weakess link la..don't worry team..i'll be there at the time u guys need me..

Nursing life have been great..Been getting alot of good feedback from my lecturer and also from the ward staffs..I really hope i can enter poly and from there i'll do my best..Went to IMH last 2 weeks and there the real work was to comfort the patients..the ward i went to is an Oncology ward where the patients there have cancer..Its kinda sad to know that some of them know they are goin away..i learnt something from this uncle soon before he had his last breathe..He knew he was goin away but despite all this he was so calm and told me abt his life and say don't ever have any regrets in life..he went away happily i must say..
Now i'm currently in IMH for my last two weeks before i become a qualified nurse..Being there for the first time doesn't really affect me..I'm not scared of them and do enjoy their company..it's interesting seeing them behave..i think i'm gonna enjoy myself..That's abt it la..i have to start writing my reflection..till then adios!

2007-02-12T13:16:00.000+08:00

Swollen ankles:Injured right ankle ytd(L),Injured left ankle last year(R)

Well i got 2 days MC due to my swollen ankle..Am so totally not liking the feeling..Having to replace 3 saturdays now..What to do..Just my luck..Soccer has always been part of my life..That's where i get to know my batch of friends which i dare to say are a great bunch of people i ever knew..Anyway wish myself a speedy recovery...

2007-02-11T18:38:00.000+08:00

Happy moments are always followed by sad ones..My week has its ups n downs as per normal..The happier moments includes me having a bike of my own..Sparks 135 white..Am happy with my choice..Petrol is cheap and tt is impt to me..My sis is recovering very well i must say..Am glad things are goin well for her..However not all moments are happy..Today i twisted my ankle that its hard for me to walk..I played only half a game today where we drew 0-0..This worries me as i do not want to have to take many MCs and make up on Saturdays..I will be penalized if there is too many MCs..But this leg of mine really hurts and i am hoping it will heal tonight..

PS:I want to graduate with the rest of my classmates..

2007-02-04T00:46:00.000+08:00

Been a tiring week for me..Many incidents took place..Both good and bad..Life is really unpredictable..Things you don't expect happening could just happen within seconds..

My Second Sister

On Thursday i got a call from my mum tat my sister fell at work and was taken to AH..Apparently i thought she just fell due to fatigue..And tot a rest wud do fine..But no....She was to lose her memory..What exactly happen i wun blog..Ask me and i will tell u personally..She's slowly recovering thogh..can rmb who we are now..She need time..She was stressed from her work and all..Wish her a speedy recovery!

PS:What happened is supernaturally linked..

Nursing Boys

We had another match just now morning at IMH..Guess wat..Like two weeks ago when we were trailing 3-1 to win 5-4 against the NP nurses..It was fun la..Boys hanging out tgt for sum fun..

Yr 1 n Yr 2 tgt sumore..Not always u see tt happening..Today against ex Dunman Sec. student we won again..7-6..This after we were trailing 4-0 in the first half..Was tiring la..But winning is good..Even though didn't manage to score,i was happy with my performance..Looking forward to the next match..

Hello Everyone..

2007-01-27T01:35:00.000+08:00

Hello to all..Been some time since i last blogged..Well didn't have a computer and aso kinda lazy la..Now got a new blogskin kinda semangat to blog again..Thanks to Ellyna la..U rock la!Anw life has been ok..Full of ups n downs..Here what has been happening in my life lately..

NURSING

I am currently in my last attachment in TTSH..Will be graduating on March 16th..Will be qualified as an Assistant Nurse soon..Kinda fast but that's life..This time around i must admit i'm still in my holiday mood la..But rest assured i shall buck up soon..I need an A to have any chance to poly which i really really want..We shall see la..Thats about it for my nursing life la..

MARCELES

Well my team has just joined a amatuer league..So far we had won once and lost once..Not bad since it's a first time for us..The experience is what we are after..Its a stepping stone for us..Having a match every sunday morning against much older and experienced team..For more information you can go to www.geocities.com/isfl2007 ..I would like to take this opportunity to wish Iliyas Sufi a speedy recovery to his broken foot he suffered in the first match..We'll miss you..U take care dude..

PS:I am no longer single...........

2006-10-16T12:34:00.000+08:00

Hey...Am back again after a long time away...well just didn't have the time to surf the net...anw fasting has been good...been playing soccer too and having fun...opponents are getting tougher but that's the good thing..haha!i think i was in excellent form for the past 2 games..must be rahmat puasa..haha!
School started last week after 3 months of attachment n a pathetic 1 week holiday which i stayed at home most of the time..so sch has been great so far..abit sleepy though but am having great fun laffing ard with my frens..
Well anw on sat went to geylang after the hard fought soccer match...had great fun..met plenty of my frens...it was crowded la...so we decided to stop walking and went to play BUNGA API in Woodlands..that's fun la...we planned our raya outing and it will be on 11/11/06..am looking forward to it...anw 2 events are coming up...Hari Raya Puasa n my 19th Birthday...so am waiting for the wishes from those who rmb..
Anw there are some unhappy moments...moments to forget...my beloved Kiki went missing la..dunnoe how she escaped the hse...hope she found a good owner...then one of my cats fell from 10 storey last week but luckily survived it with only dislocated jaw...how lucky...
Actually i've been thinking for quite long...i used to have this best buddy of mine...we were very close...but slowly we are drifting away...i just felt i was being used...u noe wen ppl only comes to u wen they need u ard...wat am i?a counsellor...not trying to expect something in return...but thinking way back i rmb those days wen i have to keep a distance from u just because ur bf is sensitive..well tat shows that im just a someone that can be asked to go away n come back wen asked...well things are just complicated la...will blog again...will be back soon...got psychiatric class now...adios!

2006-08-21T02:18:00.000+08:00

What looks like a week of hell turns out nicely for me..on friday just wen i got my HIV scare i went to play soccer at night to release my moody self..was having fun but then i had to sprained my ankle..it hurts like $*#!@#%^ and all my frens was like "Is jgn main2 la"(Is quit playing..)..there i was trying my best to withstand the pain and there they were laughing..but who can i blame..i am never a serious guy..there was once i accidentally knocked my shoulder on the goalpost and lied down..the referee came and asked if i was ok..i said yah pain..then as he asked for help,i said stomach pain..his face showed the anger similar to my mum's when i come home late..and for tat my fren has always thought i was joking wen i lie down..but on friday wen i showed the different in my feet size they knew it was for real..my ankle looked swollen or should i say bloated..they helped me to the side and left me there to witness them played soccer..i was kinda worried it might be a fracture but just now after an X-Ray,it reveals that it is just a really bad sprain that could take up to 6 weeks to recover..how can i live without soccer for 6 weeks!!arggh..but i'm still happy that even though there were 2 misfortunes i still managed to get lucky..thats how optimistic i am about my life..other ppl wud have said that live sucks..but not me..haha!just wanna thank those who have been tere for me this week when i was down n out and my mum for rubbing it in when i was injured..i still love u though..haha!cheers!

2006-08-18T17:25:00.000+08:00

Being a nurse means u can be infected by harmful diseases and infectious ones too..u can nv run away from the fact..unfortunately i was left worried n scared wen i accidentally made contact with a HIV infected patient..well it wasn't blood thank god..it was a damped linen that was covered with urine while i was changing his bedsheet that made contact with my wrist which was not covered by glove..i wud be lying if i said i wasn't scared..i was feeling really worried..those who knew me asked y i was so quiet..i replied with a smile and said i was tired even though deep within me i was actually worried..imagine a 19 years old boy which haven't had any sexual contact with anyone and still got it..i did read up on the mode of transmission of the virus and aso asked a few staff nurses n doctor would i get infected..all gave me good response saying that aslong theres no broken skin it wud be ok..so here i am gladly saying that IM FREE FROM HIV..and im enjoying my life now..u will see me smile more now..and i will be searching for a gf soon..adios all..to those who were with me giving me advice and words of encouragement thanks..i love u all..

2006-05-30T09:10:00.000+08:00

After a long absence,i am back..sorry la..cut my internet connection at home..so only can blog sometimes..anw been having a whole lot of activities this past month..kinda hectic and my body can't seem to withstand all the work..but i had great fun..here's some of activities i did

May Intake Orientation..

I was involved in orientating the new nurses as i'm a Bridge Leader..Well had lots of fun la..The class that i looked after were sporting enough to play the games with me,even though all of them are my senior..Then came the mass games for the school..I was asked to lead the whole AHS school..It was a success and i kinda got known by a few and even teades by some students..but who cares!It's the CCA point that i'm after..

Marceles Juniors..

Well sadly we lost 2 games..Once is by our senior team(2-1) then to a friend's team (6-4)..Well we didn't play that bad just that we were making stupid mistakes..but we learnt from that experience..so expect a more hungry team next..and aso not all was bad..we won 7-2 against a fren's team..and also on sunday we got 2nd wen we lost by penalty shootout but advanced to the grand finals in December..I was happy with my performance..6 games and didn't let any goal in..am looking forward to the next match..NSSL is on 18th of June..All the best to my team and also my another team who is playing this sunday!

Other Activities

Went for the new paper big walk and was regretting it..5 km was a hassle and just imagine 10 km..but i did have fun looking at diff types of ppl..anw school has been great la..but the preesure is on..too many tasks in 3 mths..but i'm coping..My motor liscense is on the way..am on prac 7.01..two more obstacles then i'm ready to hit the roads of S'pore!

I think That's about it..see ya around then..Adios!

2006-04-14T16:31:00.000+08:00

Hey all..am back after a months of missing..haven been feeling tat good..my body n mind actually cannot take all thats running thru my mind..no ones actually noes wats im going thru..but well on a happier note i lose abit of weight..had chalet last week..had fun and attachments is ending soon..can't wait la..anw been taking my motor practicals..am stucked at 5.02 due to lack of fund and time..haha!my dad was admitted on monday..but thank god he's alrite..am resting at home..anw a whole lot of activities is coming my way..hopefully i can cope..anw com am down at home..so get my on my cell phone..adios all!

2006-02-04T23:34:00.000+08:00

Phewww!what a long and tiring day..but nv had so much fun in a long time..went to sentosa with my Marceles frens..yups my classmate are "ungketing" about it saying i'm biased..watever ar..haha!yeah..as usual i was late..supposed to have my Hep B jab third dose at 8am,i reached there at 940am..i guess i'm only early when i'm in nursing uniform..anw got my jab then the nurse asked me to rest outside for 10 mins before leaving,i just left straightaway..so much of my listening to instruction..then i headed to sentosa..not suprisingly they left me behind as they were supposed to meet at 10am at harbour front and i only reached there at 11 plus..but then again Marceles will always be Marceles..they are not tat early either..they just boarded the bus wen i reached so i asked them to wait for me at the entrance..upon reaching the entrance i straightaway passed them the heavy drinks n food i've been carrying around..we then headed to siloso beach as we always go to palawan..so we decided to have a change..the weather was perfect for us but not for many..it was cloudy and at some point it rains too..we played lots of soccer and only a few swam..as they promised their parents not to swim..because recently a boy drowned there and died..so they are playing it safe..the water was veryyyyyyyyy cold..but was clean..didn't do much but we had many laffs..around 6 plus we began washing up..after tat when we were abt to go back it rained for awhile so we took picture at the amphitheatre..luckily it was for awhile..then we headed Harbour Front for our dinner..a fast dinner then we headed home..and in the train was the most funniest event of the day la..we were laffing and joking all the way..i reached home ard 10 plus and am soo tired already..and tmr i have a soccer tournament at Ngee Ann Poly..So now i'm outs..Anw pics will be up soon..Adios!

2006-02-02T01:16:00.000+08:00

Does friendship really last?we may say we'll always be frens forever..say that ur names will be in our heart always..but do we actually mean it..we humans are always breaking our promises..even me myself have broken promises but all aren't the major promises..do we actually care for our frens?we take our frens for granted n by the time we lost them,it will all be too late..i have lots of frens that are close to me..but it seems many of them have drifted away..no denying about it..we always say we'll meet someday..but do we?i have always been the giver meaning i give more than i take..its not i wan to compare but at times i say to myself do they really appreciate wat i'm doing..or do they only find u wen they need u..if that's the case it really a disappointment..i've been thinking lately..where are all my close frens..other than my soccer buddies n some nursing frens i dun think i'm in contact with them..i'm know everyone's busy with their own stuff..well it has been a hectic few months me..believe me wen i say i'm tired..cause i reli am..both physically n mentally..but being me i like to keep it to myself cause i dun think sharing is a solution..but having frens around me is really very nice..my soccer buddies have been great..appreciate it lots..anw shall brood on it cause they might have their reasons..watever it is if u tink i'm just someone u need wen ur down n then disappear then its not called friendship..

Anw been busy with work on CNY..am reli in need of sufficient rest..haven't play soccer for ages..didn't go sentosa ytd as was too tired..but then will be going on saturday..need a haircut badly..attachment starts on 13th..time pass reli fast man..ain't feeling it..dad had a job offer for 3 years at Thailand..ain't letting him go due to his medical problems..ain't want anything to happen..ADIOS!

2006-01-19T11:49:00.000+08:00

Hey..Am back..in school now trying to revise but to no avail..well exams are just a week away..so now on a week vacation which is supposed to be used for revision..today did some questions on Behavoural Science..like normal,i laugh a lot..no soccer match this week..but maybe will play awhile on saturday with my sec. sch frens..then i'll be at home revising..well they say all work no play makes jack a dull boy..had a match on sunday..a hot day suddenly become a rainy day..was enjoying the rain actually..first half was one of our best performance..leading 4-0..coming ino 2nd half we were complacent and we paid for it..they scored 3 goals back..luckily we still won..but if we carry on that way..then we can forget about winning again..and worst still me n azhar both scored an own goal..but putting that behind us,we went bowling at bukit panjang..had great fun..then headed back home..and was sooo tired on monday..overall had a great weekend..but gonna be having a difficult week with exams around the corner..then can rest as a week holiday is given the week after..then i'm back to TTSH for my attachment..another long 3 months..and am hoping its as good as the previous posting..and i can slim abit too..haha!got to go already..see ya around..Happy Birthday Lionel(19),Saufi(20),Fazli(21)..Adios!

2006-01-15T14:46:00.000+08:00

Hey all..am back after not blogging for quite sometimes..been really really busy la..did a lot of things these past few weeks..i was at compass point doing the hang bao charity drive for the home nursing foundation..i've been rejected so many times in my life say..but i must say i did get a lot of donations..then i volunteered to help out a the mosque during the Hari Raya Haji..i must say the sheeps are really heavy..but the experienced gain is priceless..shall do it again in Dec..then i been busy with bridge leader meetings and AHS meetings..but our hardwork paid off as we got many positive remarks from lecturers about the orientation we organised..felt really great about it..now is left with AHS club..got to promote the club to the new nurses on tuesday..hope can get a few of them to join..anw i got behavioral science results back and i would say i'm happy with 37.5/50..Michelle treated us to BK on friday..Thanks..been a long time since i last saw her..HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO HER..played soccer ytd at pending n now got to get ready cause having a match at YISS..wish me lucks..see ya around..adios!

2006-01-03T12:16:00.000+08:00

Hey there..am in the lab now..got free time till 1pm cause managed to finish my tasks early..was late today by 3 mins cause missed my bus..today was packed man the bus..school just reopened for primary n secondary school..anw was so tired today man..was kinda quiet in class today but now am as noisy as ever..talking about A. Galak n S. Jibeng..Fun la..But i need my rest ar..Ytd had a match at Braddell-Westlake Sec..the field is so muddy man..and we actually had to pay $80..but we bargained n only had to pay $70..It rained heavily too..So we had fun..Our opponent is a strong team made up of chinese guys aged 25-27..we were tied 1-1 in the first half but managed to win them 6-2 in the end..many ppl fell and so had our laffs together..almost all were there except a few..after that we threw Rifaie onto the puddle of mud as it was his birthday tmr..then after cleaning up we ate a cake which i had brought along..then we headed home..anw i had fun la..better than the last match we played on saturday where we won 9-0..cause it was damn hot and our opponents do not have enuff players and we had to play 9 a-side with them..anw going to have a match with Yew Tee CSC on Saturday..till then Adios!!!!!!!!

2006-01-02T12:22:00.000+08:00

First of all i wanna wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR..yah am a bit late i noe..anw been busy ar..had a match on saturday..went for the countdown at esplanade..it was so bloody packed..but it was worth it cause the fireworks were fascinating..After the fireworks we took off n ran after the last train..was suprised that it wasnt as crowded as i expected it to be..we were all tired actually as we had a match in the morning..but in the end still went n chill at civic centre..reached home at 4 sey..but luckily dad n mum was ok with it..cause i am always behaving myself..hahaha!well my cousin's engagement went smoothly..but i was damn tired by the end of the day..later going to have a match at Braddell-Westlake Sec..dunnoe whether opponent is good anot..so wish me luck yah..so its a new year n here are my new year resolutions..

continue losing weight
stay as handsome as always
get a motor license
be a better person
world peace..

nah..i think i'm happy enough with myself..anw till then adios.............

2005-12-28T15:53:00.000+08:00

Am in the lab now..Just finished my E-learning and am sooo bored now..Finished at 1 but had to wait till 5.30 for bridge leader meeting..Already missed ytd meetings as i overslept..Haha!i duunoe y i'm in the committee actually..Sch was ok today..Had some great laff..Tmr no sports n wellness so will only start sch at 12 and having 6 long hours of practical..New Year i'm gonna have a occasion held at my house..My cousin gonna get engaged at my hse..So am gonna be busy..Then i also volunteered mnyself to help out during Hari Raya Haji at a most..Will be helping with the slaugthering of the sheeps..Its my first ever..So am a bit nervous..But am still looking forward to it though..
Someone confessed that she has a thing for me..I was expecting it..But i can't cause i only treat her as a fren..A very nice girl..It takes alot of courage for u to tell me that..I really salute u..I don't think i have the guts to do it..Anw even though we can't be tgt,we will still be the bestest of fren..and dun feel akward towards me..instead lets bring this frenship we share to the next level..so i hope wat happened wun change anything..cause i dun wanna lose a good fren..and trust me u can get a better person..yeah may sound cliche but it's true..
So here i am trying to figure out wat to do for my projects..have 1 n a half hour to do it..So got to rush..Till then bye to all of u..Adios!

2005-12-26T16:17:00.000+08:00

Am at sharil's house now..Doin some final touch ups for my CN project..Tmr is the dateline..Had a kinda boring weekend..Was supposed to play soccer ytd but had to cancel it due to the rain..arggh..then woke up early n went to eat breakfast together n played billiard after that..played soccer in the afternoon till nite..n was so tired..again my left ankle hurts everytime i play soccer..and it looks swollen too..wanna go for an x ray if i got time n money..anw 0on saturday got to play soccer with my GRSS frens..played awhile then got to rush to clinic as Jeffrey tore his face when he knocked on the wall..he requires 7 stitches..now he's all rite..and it actually cost $100 over..that makes the pain worse..but am glad he's ok..anw gtg sharil's is noisy as ever..till then see ya..adios

Am in school..

2005-12-23T09:59:00.000+08:00

Am in school now..Had communication skills just now from 8 to 9.15..am supposed to do the tasks given till 11 but ate breakfast instead..so we were talking about those Malaysian teenagers that are bullying Singaporeans and in the end we ended talking about villages in Malacca,buffaloes and padi fields..haha!wat were we doing..well had fun laughing just now..Anw got 82% for my communication skills..well i must have done well during my presentation..And weekend is coming..Am so looking forward to it..i need my rest la..but will be having soccer match against Nauticaz,a team from Pasir Ris which we drew 3-3 with in April..A good side and we got a good field to..so should be a good match..and hopefully will get a good result..Maybe saturday will be going to pending to play street soccer if my sec. frens are playing tat is..been a long time since i last saw them..So monday i'm going to sleep like a log..hopefully ar..Later going to Shasha's(he's a guy anw)hse for projects..lucky its at sembawang..ok..gtg..i'm goin to do some e-learning..till then..adios!

What a waste of time today..

2005-12-22T10:50:00.000+08:00

Well..Suppose to have swimming today but turned out today the lifeguard was on leave..My teacher ar got abit loose somewhere la..Last friday he said we could wear PE attire to swim then today he said cannot..where got meaning!anw he released us..which means we could do anything we want..actually could have woken up at 10+..arghh!i'm so sleepy sey..and got 6 hrs of practical somemore..anw got to do my research now..till then see ya!

Hey There!

2005-12-21T16:01:00.000+08:00

Hey all..Back again..was having phase test ytd and did ok except i was nonsense at the requisites collecting station..Hopefully i pass la..But on e other hand i did pretty well for my BS paper..Anw there will be 3 different meetings plus projects which i haven't even helped my group..i dun blame them if i got 0 actually..but i'll do my best k..Looking forward to sunday for a soccer match..got a team but dun have a proper field yet..anw I MISS MY GREENRIDGE FRENS LA..will try to organise an outing soon wen i finish everything..maybe to sentosa again cause that's the onli place we can get tgt..haha!Will be changing hp no. soon so if u wan my no. just leave a msg at my tagboard n i will sms u..thanks..so till then adios!

I'm in school..

2005-12-21T15:30:00.000+08:00

Hey there!I'm back..Had phase test ytd and did pretty bad i guess..i sucks wen collecting of requisites..well but am glad is over..On the other hand,i was quite happy with my Behavioural Science results..Got 39.5/50..Anw school's ok but meetings are taking places and i reli wan to drop out of either AHS club or Bridge Leader..Can't wait to play this sunday..Hopefully got match la..AND YES I MISS MY GREENRIDGE FRENS..Maybe wan to go and plan something to do tgt..maybe sentosa again..cause that's the only place we can get tgt..Anyway will update u all if u there is any plans..Going to change my no. soon..so if u wan my no. leave a msg at my tagboard n i'll msg my no. to ur hp..so till then adios!

HEY EVERYBODY!

2005-12-19T19:06:00.000+08:00

Didn't go to sch today..Was feeling sooo tired and having fever n cold..Did woke up but decided to rest the whole day..Well projects are given at bullet speed..It's like just completed one and another come right away..And they want it in such a short time..AHS Club n Bridge Leader Committee meetings is gonna take place tis week..Phase test is tmr..Argggh!It's so packed and i still need to work @ 7-11 for the money..And Marceles is having a match every weekend..Opponents are getting stronger each game..Well had a match ytd @ Ubi..I must say we played brilliantly..All of us showed the hunger that was missing these few matches..We won 7-0..It could have been more..But i was really sastified with the team..The bonding is getting better although i know there are some personal issues among some of them..Glad they didn't let it affect the rest..Well this week having a game against Nauticaz..They are a good team so i expect a lot of attacks..but that's on Sunday..For now i gotta focus in school..Anw gotta do some research on diabetes..so till then wait for my next update..Adios!

What Luck!

2005-12-11T23:15:00.000+08:00

I'm back again..Been having many unlucky days..Played soccer on friday at dover only to get injured..as a result i missed MJFC match..well had a tournament att Siglap playing for a fren team but didn't play well n in the end we didn't qualify..things got worse when all our bags was stolen..lucky enuff all valuables was with us..but they managed to find their bags in a dustbin at a block..mine wasn't there though..and all tgt i lost my towel,boxer,slippers,cap,knee guard n perfume..get over it already..my carelessness anw..
This week gonna be a hectic week..with phase test n class test coming..lucky for me saturday i can play soccer again..against SAF u-18..well they said my team isn't good enuff n challenged us to a match..they are gonna get it..will be a great match i feel..anw gtg..too tired n am feeling rather week..so till then..adios!

2005-12-07T14:12:00.000+08:00

Hey all..i'm back after months of absence..well been busy with my nursing life..i must say its a great experience working in the ward for 3 mths..a real eye opener..all is fine just that now i'm beginning to feel that being fat is really an issue..just imagine how it feels wen ppl avoid to sit next to u in a bus..aso wen most of ur frens are average size,ur the onli one that is big..it never reli crossed my mind..but now i reli tink tat it matters to be in shape..even though i noe my fren dun mind being fat,i dun tink the society can accept my type of person..so now i reli trying to go on a no rice diet..all i need is patience from all..i need time to adjust to all this..
Anw i feel reli tired about all that's happening in my life..i need a rest man..but i can't seem to relax myself..playing soccer is one of the best way to ease my mind but things aren't going my way..nth is actualli..well ppl make mistakes..and sometimes ppl get angry over that..however i dun wan to say much ar..a teacher once told me..its easier to change myself than to change everyone around me..so i'm trying to change myself into a better person ar..so if that person i'm changing into isn't the one that all of u been seeing for the past few years,i can't do much cause i change myself actually..its up to u all la actually..i'm tired..i reli am..anw will continue blogging if i have the time..adios all!

I'm Back Everybody!!

2005-07-20T11:26:00.000+08:00

Hey all i'm back..Am very sorry that i didnt update my blog..Well i have been busy n my hse com isn't working tat well..Anyway i'm back..So no worries yah..Well alot of things have been happening in my life..I'll summarise it all..

School

Nursing has been great..Made plenty of friends in the school..I could say there's not much different in my role as a student..My classmates are also fantastic..They are like my secondary friends..Anw as for the academic part,im struggling with my biology..Well i didnt take bio in sec school..but im trying to cope.. Nursing studies has been great..My lecturers are great too..Funny and caring..So in all im am happy to be in nursing..

Marceles Juniors

After losing our 2 1/2 year winning streak to Nature View CSC 2 months ago..I thought thats it for us..But instead everyone showed the will to win..not just win but also win with style..We only played a game after that defeat..We won that 10-0 but that match was too one sided..Then we had a futsal tournament..Sent two teams..both went on to the finals..but the A team got 3rd..Then we didnt played for a month on the field..Only last 2 weeks did we have a match with Canberra CSC..We didnt have enough players at first but in the end we managed to get 13 players..I should say we played pretty well with our new formation..We beat them 5-0..That really boosted our confidence..And so Nature View CSC was searching for a worthy opponent..Canberra CSC told them about us and we had a match last week..It was pressurizing but we managed to play our game..We won them back 7-2..It was really sastifying to win them with that scoreline..Now I realised something..Its good to lose at times..Cause thats when u realise ur mistakes..GO MARCELES JUNIORS!!Haha!

Hey All!

2005-06-14T04:54:00.000+08:00

Hey all..Have been busy this past few weeks..So ain't got the time to blog..Have been working till i fall sick..Plus have been playing soccer too..So am feeling abit lousy la..Anw i'm gonna start school soon..Next Monday to be exact..Can't wait actually..Am tired of my working life..Miss doing hww and stuffs..However i do not noe if i can make friends there..Maybe they won't like me..Just hope they are as fun as my secondary school friends..Talking about this,Rezza had been admitted to the hospital as his lungs collapsed..So please visit him at NUH,6th floor,Ward 64 bed 1..He just underwent surgery..Anw we will be visiting him on wed..Wish him a speedy recovery..

Well..MJFC participated in a Futsal Tournament last Saturday..Due to that i had to miss Lanchu's match..They won 4-3..Good job..So next match i no need come liao..Anw MJFC sent 2 teams..Both qualified for the 2nd round this sunday..I think i did ok..Well i had great fun la on that day..We were really having a great time..I was laughing non-stop too..Well after we ate at Jurong before chilling out at Cwp 6th floor..There we laughed again..This time was the "magic" show on Fazli's hp..Hilarious man..Haha!Arip should know what i'm talking about..Well hope we can win the tournament..There are really some very good teams there..So its gonna be tough..

I won't be blogging for quite some time i think..Should be busy with work and school starting soon..Well till then..Bye..Im Outta here!

2005-05-29T21:16:00.000+08:00

-Virginity-

Yes..Thats what im gonna be blogging about..

Well its common nowadays if someone is no longer a virgin..

Especially teenagers like me..

Its sad,it really is..

In my opinion its all about following the westerners trend..

Fashion?

Yes u can follow..

Pre-marital Sex?

No..Dun do it..

Why..

Cause its difficult to accept someone who's not a virgin as a partner..

I don't deny it..

U will be guilty in a relationship if u don't tell ur partner..

On the other hand,ur partner might not accept it..

So before u even have to argue about the matter,don't do it..

It will only lead u to misery..

Yah i admit it girls,guys are jerk at times..

BUT

U all got to be strong too..

U don't have to give in to their sweet talking and all..

If the person really loves u,he won't mind would he??

The most common scenario..

Guy:Let's do it baby..

Girl:No..

Guy:If u love me u will do it with me..

Girl:Oh ok..

Yeah this may sound cliche..

But its happening all around the world..

So for the sake of ur future,stay virgin..

Note:This is just my opinion..And i'm not saying about anyone yah..Haha!

PS:After losing last week,MJFC came back this week with a 10-0 hammering against a team neighbourhood team..

2005-05-24T10:33:00.000+08:00

All good things will come to an end someday..And so it came..Marceles Juniors 2 and a half year unbeaten streak came to an end last Sunday when we lost 3-0 to an RC team..Ironically we lost our last game to the same coach but a different team..I was really disappointed..Nearly cried too..Must be the passion..I think all of us were..Everyone's is to blame..We win together we also lose together..So no one is to be blamed for our loss but all of us..Well we were the better side in the first half actually but we lack in our attacking..Anw we won't be looking back..Instead we will be looking ahead to other challenges and will try to win if possible..Anw gtg..Nth much to say..Just ain't having the best of mood lately..Maybe due to fatigue..Adios

2005-05-16T20:51:00.000+08:00

Before our entrance to OCH..

Am back to blog once again..Was kinda busy this few days..And tired also..Anw had a great n tiring week..Have been working..Not bad..Both workers n customers are great..No regrets working there..Anyway had a gathering with the sec. 5..It was a 3d/2n chalet at Changi..As a bonus,it was situated right beside the OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL..It was kinda spooky that we drew the curtains so as not be able to see the hospital..But in the end we still went in..Twice on friday the 13th..Noon n night..To me the noon outing was scarier..Haha!Cause all were serious..About 8 of us only compared to 21 ppl at the night outing..But it was still scary la..Some say some didn't..But all heard..Yes..It was loud..Sound of object banging on the wall/floor..From above but there was nth abve but the rooftop..And we kept getting back to the same point even though we use a diff route..But it was a thrilling experience la..All 21 ppl acting like sissies..Hahaha!Will be in our memories for some time..Everything went as planned except ppl didn't turned up in the end which resulting to a $50 shortage to Alvin's bank account..Anw had my NSSL ytd n lost in the 2nd round..Shall not elaborate..Well thats about it..I gtg..Will be working sunrise(11pm to 7am)..Adios..

2005-05-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

Sometimes there are things u did that does have effect on a person..

It may be good n it may be bad..

Well i believed i did something today that won't please a few ppl..

Yups what i did was not at all nice..

I'm sorry for that..

Maybe its not the first time either..

I'm sorry for that too..

But i believed i had my reasons..

I have two groups of friends..

Marceles Juniors/Greenridge

Both are very close to me..

I try to spend time with both groups equally

however

At times i tend to neglect a group be it MJFC or GRSS..

They will definitely say that i abandoned them..

But the thing is i really dunnoe which one to choose at times..

Esp. when both ask me out or something..

They dun have the same problems as me..

Cause they only have one group of close friends..

I dun ever want to have choose one group..

And i want to be equal to both..

But the thing is i can nv sastify them..

What can i do??

I'm no superman..

Well i'm not trying to defend myself here..

But i believe i have to say it..

And its up to u all to believe..

I believe i gave my all to the friendship..

If i didn't please tell me to my face..

I wanna know wat i done wrong..

Anw i'm done on this topic..

On a happier note,we drew a match on Sunday against a top team..Was a good result as 8 players couldn't make it..Went to Sentosa on Monday..Had fun there but would be better if it was not so hot..Will be working at 7 Eleven tmr..Morning shift..7am to 3 pm..My dad injured his hand today..Wish him a speedy recovery..Thats about it..See u again..

2005-04-19T22:52:00.000+08:00

Long time didn't blog..Wanted to but was too engrossed playing yahoo pool..Well i had a busy few days except ytd n today..Was at home..Not feeling well..Kinda tired..
Friday..
Went to cck stadium to see GRSS sports day..Saw many of my friends there..The runners aren't that fast anymore..Compared to my batch n the ones before..Well we weren't really focusing on the events..It was more of a catching up session with my friends..Miss them..Well we'll making a chalet at Aloha Changi..About 33 ppl have confirmed with us..We already booked the chalet..Its on the 12,13,14th of May..Hope many will turn up..It should be fun..And really hope i can stay overnight this time..See u all there..
Saturday..
I went to Pending to play soccer with my GRSS friends..Was supposed to meet them at 9am..But reached there at about 10am..Well i slept at 7:15am and woke up at 8:45am thanks to Ray's ''irritatingness''..Well played pretty bad at first but was doing good on the end..It was so damn hot the weather..After that we rested awhile and deciding if we want to carry on with our fishing plan at PUB..Well it suddenly became dark..Looks like it was going to rain..So we went to eat at Bangkit..Then it suddenly became hot again..So we decided to go fishing..Me,Aloy,Ray, Roy,Kaijie,Des n my MJFC fren,Ariff..Well i nv been to PUB to fish before so i had no idea how long was the distance..But i noe it was in the middle of the forest..So when Ariff asked i just said it was from my house to cwp..In the end it was the distance from Kranji MRT to cwp..Haha!It took about 20 mins..Walking through the forest was fun..The view was breathtaking..Then halfway it started to rain heavily..No shelters so had to run to a big tree..Lightning was striking dangerously..Had lots of fun talking nonsense with them..We continued after that about more than half an hour later..We left the place at around 7:15pm..It was getting dark and muddy..And there was no light watsoever..But Aloy's hp got torchlight so it helped abit..Saw fireflies on the way out..Nice but yet kinda spooky..Went home with Ray n Ariff with a smelly n wet body..Was damn hungry and tired..But nevertherless it was a fun outing..Enjoyed myself..Esp. under the tree..Haha!And aso i injured myself as i slipped..Ouch..Haha!
Sunday..
Was pretty tired so woke up late..My MJFC called to play soccer..Well i was injured so i said i maybe i come..In the end i decided to play..Cause i was bored at home..But i had to vaccuum n mop the hse as i promised my mum to do that..Played quite well i must say..Haha!Have to..NSSL is on the 8th of May..Many strong teams will be playing so had to be my best..Well thats about it..Shall blog again..Adios

2005-04-16T01:13:00.000+08:00

REJECTION..

Almost everyone felt it before..

Be it relationship,school,interviews..

I must admit it ain't the nicest of feeling

BUT

U have to accept it..

I asked myself

"y was i rejected?''

After thinking long i found the answered..

Its because i was impatient..

I was close to becoming a despo..

Do i know her that long?

Do i really love her?

Then y did i asked?

I merely wanted a relationship..

Come to think about it,i was stupid..

I embarassed myself n her i think..

Am reli sorry..

U reli made me realised something..

U have to be patient..

One step at a time..

That's what i keep telling my frens

but i myself didn't used it..

To those who's facing rejection..

Think hard y u were rejected..

U will find the answer..

Trust me..

Patient is wat u reli need..

In a way it's a good thing to be rejected..

U will learn something

BUT

if u always get rejected,u r the problem..haha

try to lower ur expectation..

Believe me u can still be happy..

With true frens & family..

U may think that i'm just acting..

I can't stop u from saying so..

goodnight!

2005-04-12T22:51:00.000+08:00

i am always trying to make things happen..

always want the best for everyone..

always being a peacemaker among my friends..

BUT

all those efforts go to waste..

be it my sec. or my pri. sch frens..

Is it really difficult to get everyone together?

Must i reli beg them to turn up on outings?

Is it me or is it them?

I'm reli tired la..

Reli feel that i should just be the one waiting to be invited than the one organizing..

I dun wan to care anymore..

BUT

can i?

i'm not asking u all to tell everyone i'm great..

In fact i'm not..

just wanted everyone to have fun one last time..

it would be reli nice to if i'm appreciated..

but its reli ok if i'm not..

there will be someone else who will do a better job..

PS:i got into ITE Simei nursing already..

I SUCKS MAN!!

2005-04-11T00:56:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone..Sorry for not blogging for a long time..Didn't do anything much la..That's why..Well to those who waited patiently thank u very much..To those who can't like ASKST n RDKDD..Only can say shut up n be patient..Haha!I did nothing for the past few days..I did play some soccer with my MJFC friends at street soccer..I did alot of housework too..Well cause my mum forced me as i was always sleeping..Haha!Then when i started i just couldn't stop..And so i changed the furniture arrangement in my room..Third time this year..Ray is always complaining that i keep changing..Well IT'S MY ROOM so i can do anything..Got it..Well for everyone info,Ray is not fat his dad's sperm are..That's what he told me..(One leg sia)Hahaha!
Btw i went for my nursing checkup and am waiting for the results..If i pass it i'll get into SIMEI ITE..
I also went to sentosa with my MJFC friends last two saturday..We didn't have a match n decided to go there and have fun..And damn sure it was fun..I totally enjoyed it..I actually didn't sleep the whole night before the outing but was still awake throughout..

Then on saturday MJFC had a match at Pasir Ris against a sponsored team with coach n all..Before we had a birthday surprise for Azhar as it was his birthday the next day..We bought him a cake and had the surprise at Pasir Ris Bus Interchange..Ate it then proceeded to the field..The pitch is good..Worth all the travelling..Changed n got into the field..Well for an unknown reason we actually warmed ourselves up before the game n we also had a talk before starting..Maybe we were intimidated by them..Well we started the game superbly..They didn't really attack us at all..But in the 2nd half all started to go wrong..I hesistated to take the ball and their player managed to take it n scored..Then they scored again..This time i didn't see the ball as it went in right beside me..Luckily we scored back..I was relieved..But then they earned a freekick..They played it in and their striker managed to tap it home..All i could do was watch..The match ended as a 3-3 draw..I was really the weakest link..Even though we still got our 2 years winning streak,i still think i let the team down..I am ready to step down n be their subs..Really..Its not my first time..Haiz..They said its okay but i noe deep down the are unhappy too..But thanks guys for believing in me..Appreciate it alot..

After the game we took a long bus journey back to Bedok Bus Interchange..Then some went home n some ate before going to ECP as my friend had a bbq there..After that i headed home..Reached home around 11.30 n bathed..Watch Man. U match before turning in..Damn tired..
Sunday i woke up at 2pm..Help my mum to wash the carpets..That's about all that i did..Was watching tv n using the net all the way..Am still tired though..Now gonna watch Barcelona match against Real Madrid..Later still must wake up early to accompany y mum to hospital as the doctor wants to see her regarding my dad's check up..Anw Happy 18th Birthday to Aini Majid(8th),Azhar(10th),PeiLin(today)...Wish the 3 of u all the best in watever u do..Till then..Adios

2005-03-26T04:18:00.000+08:00

Sorry if i didn't update my blog for a very very very long time..It's not that i did not want to update..It's just that i'm lazy..Hahaha..Well this is gonna be quite long a long entry..so do enjoy reading..and tag too..

>>education<<

Well i got my o levels results already(DUH!!)..Didn't do well at all..Was kinda disappointed but i can really blame myself only..Well i should have really study for it..Well its over and i gotten back my results..I got A1 for malay,B3 for english,C6 for maths n combined humans n D7 for combined science..ARghhhh!!Science is always the one i flunk in major exams..PSLE i got E..Now i got D7..And for that i can't enter nursing in poly..I really wanted to get into poly nursing but wth..And so i only got 3 choices in poly which are Business IT in TP and NP and Maritime Transportation Management in SP..the rest were all higher nitec in ITE..I also went to appeal for nursing at nyp..Other than that i applied for nursing at ITE SIMEI directly via internet..It was a plan B in case my appeal fails..And so i got selected for the interview for nursing at SIMEI..It took me a long but relaxed 1hr 45 min to get there..Upon reaching there i was damn amazed at how big it was..And so the interview went smoothly..On last wed i got last wed i got a letter from them saying i got in and has to attend a medical checkup on the 30th march..I also got into Biochem in SIMEI too..But i'll choose nursing i guess..I'm not gonna give up n prove to ppl that ITE isn't the end..Mark my words..I will succeed..I sure will..

>>soccer<<

Well marceles had a few games..First we had a match with Fadzali's fren at redhill..We won the match 5-4..It was a cotroversial match..Opponents are just sore losers..Well if they want to have a rematch,bring it on..They are made up of club players butthe can't even take a goalkick or differentiate a handball and a chest..Utter stupidity..Well i wasn't that good either..Haha!i've been letting goals for fun..at least 3 in every game..haiz..That nite we went to have fun in jb..we spent like taitais over there n brought quite a few stuffs..our dinner alone costs RM325..luckily azhar got his visa..we reached home about 12 plus..one of us were detained cause possesion of chewing gums..in the end the officer simply asked him to throw it away after detaining him for nearly 30 mins..

Two weeks later we had another game against the fushan team..It was a last minute-made match due to some misunderstanding with our initial opponents..We won 6-3..The match was also controversial..their players simply went for our legs..sour grapes i guess..Well the game had to finish about 10 mins earlier due to the attacks of bees..yes u read it rite..Bees attacked us in the middle of the field..Well who said fat people can't run..I was one of the fastest runners that day..Haha!Azhar was stung in the ear by a bee..but the expression on his face didn't say so..

A week later we were supposed to have a match at Tampines against a team made up of national n club players..In the end the match was postponed as the opponents said something cropped up in the last minutes when all of us had gathered at woodlands interchange..And so we headed to causeway point awhile before having a pool tournament with ariff emerging as the one with the most wins..Fan n Faie headed home after that but the rest ate Burger King and went to play street soccer after that..we were all barefooted and azhar regretted playing as he injured himself..We left at about 7 plus..

>>life<<

Well last week one my friends' dad passed away..The cause of his death i shall not say..Anyway i went to his dad funeral with most of my GRSS friends to pay our last respect..Well i really pity Zhengyao..Just hope things get better for him..

On the 19th of March my bestfriend left for Philipines with her friend..She will be there for two weeks..Just hope she returns safely..and also hope she buys me something..Haha!Well i believe she's ennjoying herself and hope she will be back soon..People are starting to miss her i believe..

I think i'm starting to feel more confidence..So what if i'm fat..So what if i'm not good looking..I noe i'm better in other ways..I noe i'm beautiful inside..More ppl are not looking on my outer surface instead they like me for the way i am..I feel really good about it..be it friend or that special someone..Woohoo!!

That's just me!!u have to accept it!!

2005-02-25T03:05:00.000+08:00

THINGS HAS NOT BEEN GOING WELL FOR ME..

BEEN COUGHING NON-STOP..

CERTAIN THINGS ARE NOT GOING MY WAY..

I DON'T LIKE THE THINGS THAT'S HAPPENING AT MY WORKPLACE..

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

RESULTS OUT ON MONDAY..

HAVE TO WEAR PROPER ATTIRE BUT I AM NOT GOIN TO WEAR IT..

WHO CARES..

ITS BEEN QUITE A ROUGH WEEK FOR ME..

JUST HOPE IT WILL TURN OUT BETTER SOON..

TO ALL WAITING FOR THE RESULTS,GOOD LUCK!!

Hey I'm Back

2005-02-22T03:51:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone!!Sorry for not blogging for quite sometime..Anyway here i am and i will try to write as many things as i can..

WORK

Firstly i got back my pay on Friday..10 days of work and i got $307.50..Well ever since i started working there,i've been eating fastfood almost everyday..Damn there goes my Diet..Haha!!I am definitely enjoying myself at work..With friends working all over the place i am nv going to be bored..I got a great boss too..The best thing is i spent only 15% of the time working due to lack of customers..I even learnt how to control the ferris wheel..Cool right..Anw not all are positive down there..The management is very poor resulting to ppl retaliating by not working and stay outside the office all due to late and wrong amount of pay..Also my partners are quite lazy..Especially the 17 years old girl..When asked to do abit the face would change..If i wanted i could have just scolded her..But i let it go..But working there means i got a reason to be back late..Haha!!everyday we would hang outside Causeway Point chatting,eating before walking home..On Sat we even went to watch the midnight movie..We watch Feng Shui a Phillipines horror show..Its worth it la but in the end we ended scaring ourselves silly cause we were afraid to go home..But in the end we did go home..i reached home at about 4 i think..that's about all at work..Anw to those who visited me,thanks..Really appreciate it..

SOCCER

Well i played 2 soccer matches in the last 2 saturdays..First we were up against Mayon,a team made up of ex Ahmad Ibrahim ppl..the game ended with us wnning 5 -4..Well i was an a**..Didn't play well at all..Let in 3 stupid goals..Well i was kinda down that day..but i have only myself to blame and also to Marceles Juniors thanks for giving me confidence instead of scolding or blaming me..It meant alot..Last saturday we had a match against SANA a team from yishun..My friend tod me its gonna be a damn difficult game cause their centre mid are superb..I bought new gloves for the match..With my confidence regained,i can say i played pretty well and also the new gloves was great..In the end we won 5-3..yup 3 goals were conceded but all 3 were not my fault..I did make a few saves though..Overall i was happy with my performance..The best in about 5 matches for MJFC..Anyway there will be a match coming this sunday against El Krados..Am looking forward to it..

LOVE?

I got to know this girl at work..She's pleasant looking and also has a great personality..There's some problem though,she's 24 n i'm 18 tis year..Thats not the problem..SHE'S OVERPROTECTIVE..I don't like it..I told her i'm not prepared n luckily she understood..No falling in love for me yet..Ain't ready yet!

STUDIES

The Results Are Out This Friday..AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!I'm damn scared but i'm prepared for the worst though..anyway to all waiting for O Levels results,i wish all of u the best..hope u all pass with flying colours!!!hope to see all my friends soon..

ADIOS

Fun But TIRING!!

2005-02-10T04:43:00.000+08:00

Hello Everyone!!Its been quite sometimes since i last blog..Before i start just wanna wish my Chinese friends a HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR..Anw i started my job at the Funfair..I was put in charge of the Ferris Wheel..It's ok la but at times there can be so much customer that its so tiring moving up and down..And worst the part is the ones working with me are damn lazy and damn lame..But lucky i got friends all around the Funfair which i can have a chat with whenever i'm free..Today there was a lot of customer and the wheel did not stop moving from 7pm onwards..But seeing ppl enjoying is fun la..There are many wild and extreme ride everywhere..I've tried the ferris wheel and roller coaster already..I can ride any of them for free but i rather let it go better then letting my heart getting out of place..Other than that nth much happen..Went to sch for CNY concert but in the end the principal didn't allow us in..STUPID..but we did sneak in to eat,talk to teachers and took lots of pic..Anw i need to rest..got to work later..To ALL..DO COME AND SUPPORT ME!!haha!!..Adios..

What's Wrong With me??

2005-02-06T20:07:00.000+08:00

Well i'm back..I've been having severe headaches for two days now..But the thing is it only occurs at night before i retire..Maybe hasn't been sleeping properly and been thinking too much..And the things that is on my mind has been occuring in my dreams be it good or bad..Anw just hope it will be ok soon..My dad is back..He can move but slowly..There are stitches in his butt..He has 2 weeks MC..Hope he recovers soon..Anw i had bbq with my MJFC frens at ECP ytd..Almost evryone turned up..Wanted to stay overnight but couldn't cause my mom was working night shaift and no one to look after my dad..I left ECP at around 10.45 and reached home at 12..Well overall it wasn't that fun but it was pretty ok..Well slept at around 5am..Wanted to see the Real madrid match but as soon as the match started i got a bad headache and went to sleep in my dad's room so as to make sure everything is alright..Anw i received a call from UNCLE RINGO'S FUNFAIR saying i got the job which starts tmr..Wish me luck on my new job ya?..Adios..

Get Well Soon Dad!!

2005-02-04T05:01:00.000+08:00

Well my dad was hospitalised just now as he had an infection in his anus..he went a minor operation just now..hopefully he's gonna be alright..I'll be visiting him later with my sis..anw got to go..Get Well Soon Dad!!..adios..

I'm back

2005-02-03T04:18:00.000+08:00

Hi i'm back after two days not writing in..Well the reason was because i did nothing except laze around at home..Anw i was out ytd..Went to beach road to buy slippers but ended up buying a pair of sandals..Then I,Ariff,Ray proceeded to Toa Payoh to get my earpiece which cost $12..Elsewhere it would cost above $20..Niwae tmr or i should say gonna meet my MJFC friends to buy the stuffs for saturday's bbq..I really really reaally hope i can spent the night there..With my friends enjoying the night,exploring and just be slly..However it depends on my dad..i got to go..see u guys around..Adios..

Greatest match in Marceles History

2005-01-30T03:26:00.001+08:00

Well today was the day every MJFC players was waiting for..I personally was really looking forward to the game..Well we met at Marsiling mrt station at 4 but i reached there at around 4.25..then we walked to the pitch and reached there at about 4.45..our opponents reached about 10 mins later..We wanted to take photos but the ref who was late had already blew the whistle..the game started with a few smiles from everyone as we knew our opponents quite well..but 1 min into the game due to my poor judgement i let in a goal without even diving..luckily we didn't panic and played some fantastic football..in the mid of the 1st half,Fazlie equalised with a great goal..A left legged strike from a freekick outside the penalty box..It stayed the same till halftime..2nd half started with both side attacking in the end they scored to make it 2-1..It was a defensive error due to the the bumpy surface of the field..A min later we scored back to make it 2-2..Azhar creating a problem for their keeper from a corner which in the end put the ball into the net..They again scored the same way they did for their 2nd goal..We then again equalised again with a goal by Wit..Everyone was relieved with Wit's goal..Later i made an important save late into the game when two of their players beat our offside trap but i managed to grab the ball from the legs of one of them..I received a kick in the face for that..But hopefully i redeemed myself for the first goal conceded..Overall i think we did well..We played possessive football..But i believed we could have won if we took our chances and didn't let in silly goals..Anyway the unbeaten streak goes on..After the game we went to eat before heading to a playground to discuss about the bbq..Anyway that's all..got to rest..Adios

Boring!

2005-01-29T02:27:00.000+08:00

Well it was a boring day for me today..played com till 6.50..then azhar called and asked me to help him buy some stuffs at the sheng shiong..before that i was kinda disappointed by something..i said if u were busy it was ok but u wanted to meet me..well i wanted to meet u too but if u got to go by 9 whats the point of meeting..i was there for a good 40 min..ya u can say i"m petty but u would be disappointed too if u are in my shoes and a sorry would be nice..well i believe we are drifting apart..don't say we are not cause we are..u noe it and i noe it..period..i won't say anything more..anyway guys i will end here..wish me luck for tmr game with my seniors..adios

I had fun today...Great fun...

2005-01-28T04:49:00.000+08:00

Well yesterday was one of the most fun days in my life...I woke up at 2.30pm cause Fir wanted to come my hse to transfer some data to his new nokia 6600..He left at about 3.30..i ate my "breakfast" before taking a shower..At about 4.30 i got out of my hse to go for MJFC training as we had a long-awaited match against our senior on Saturday..Well it was supposed to start at 4.30 but in the end it started at 5.15..That's MJFC for you guys..We are not called MJFC if we are punctual..haha..We trained till about 7 plus..We rest till 8 until i suggested we go for a stroll at the marsiling jetty..Me,azhar,ariff,wan and fad went ahead with the plan..We reached there around 8.20..It was windy and we sat in the middle of the road as the road is quite isolated except for some cars..Soon roy,fazlie,fazli and faizal came..That's when all hell broke loose..We decided to play soccer on the road..We were making alot of noises and enjoying the songs from my mp3..we were shouting and being a nuisance..twice the ball fell to the seaside from the road going underneath the fence..And twice fazli and Faizal went down with us cheering them on..We left the place at about 9.20..It was total chaos..But we had great fun..I don't know what is going to happen on 5th feb when we will be having a bbq at East Coast..That's all..Adios

AT LAST!!I've made it!!

2005-01-26T04:03:00.000+08:00

At last i managed to put a tagboard to my blog..Phew!!when people told me that creating a blog was tough,i told them how tough can it be..But now after experiencing myself,i knew i was wrong..to those who help me finished it(it took me almost 2 hrs!!) i thank u very much..Haha!..anw my blog is far from done..i'm gonna improve it day by day..anw nth much happen yesterday..went to causeway with my mum to buy vacuum and i have to carry it..then try out Old Chang Kee now that it's Halal..then went back home and cleaned my room..It was in such a mess..but 3 hrs later my room was as good as new..haha!it was indeed a tiring day but ever since my sis gave me permission to use her laptop anytime,i've become an internet junky..anyway got to sleep as i have to wake early later so that my mum won't nag..adios

My First Ever Entry!!

2005-01-25T04:36:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone..just open a blog cause i finally can use the internet consistently..anyway i hope people who want to know what's happening in my life and is "afraid" to ask me u can read my blog and feel free to tag..anyway i'm starting on a diet..i got to be discipline and if my mum stop cooking those tempting food it would certainly help..haha!anyway i really miss school and all that fun things we do during our school days..it was certainly the best period im my life..i made good friends and i thing i made accidentally made some enemies..i'm so sorry if i did anything wrong to anyone..but hopefully i didn't make any..wah i'm damn bored at home..i had 3 jobs since the o levels.first i work at a factory in jurong with some of my school friends under a biased supervisor..we just had to pack the hp chargers..sounds easy but if your hands doesn't get any blisters call yourself lucky..we worked for two days then we had to take off cause of the prom and also we had a soccer competition coming up..when we came on monday the supervisor sacked us..after that i got a job a pestcontrol company..work for one day then quit cause a friend intro meto another job..very good pay as an office boy..$6.50/hr..better still i just had to do simple work like print papers,put paper clips,staple it and arrange in order..in air-conditioned room somemore with great colleagues but all good things must come to an end someday..and so that day came 4 days later..my friend and me was retrenched as they came out with a computerised system which don't require any manpower..just like that i was jobless again..poor thing right..haha!this coming 7 feb i'm going to start working at the woodlands funfair..don't know as what yet but most prob as a ticket seller..lucky it is near my house so i can save on transport fares..so from now till 7 feb i'm just gonna be a volunteer doing volunteer works at home like mopping and vacuuming the house..oh well..anw i have lots of soccer matches coming out so at least i'm not bored to death..i gonna sleep now..adios